Yeah I am having some trouble. I just attract unemployed men, I swear. This is the fourth one. Maybe I have the gift of grace like my dad suggested and I just draw these men into my life that need encouragement and inspiration. But its so tough on me. Of course I want to find God's true love for my life and get married. And I always here that if Im busy dating someone wrong for me, I'll miss who is right for me. But what am I supposed to do....man.....
Why oh why did my sister have to marry a pastor?? Wow, put the pressure on. I feel like I'm supposed to be with some super man of a dude and I'm scared I'm going to end up with a crazy person. But I AM crazy. How can I have standards for someone if I don't have them for myself? *sigh*
