You ignore me and amadie almost all morning and then you start a load of laundry and I'm the one that puts it in the dryer and then I leave since you made it clear you wanted us gone and then I get home after texting you a few times and being ignored and the clothes are still in the dryer. I have to put away all the clothes and then finally when I get texts from you they are rude and uninviting. When I sent you a pic of us girls saying we miss you, ignored again.

Why the fuck would I want to give you all the sexual pleasure you want all the time when you treat me like I'm unworthy and below you all the time?

You're a real dick a lot.

When I tell you something and you just stare straight ahead and then in a flat sarcastic tone say "cool" I know you are annoyed with me.

When I tell you I want to visit a snowy place some day and then you mock me in a voice saying "you want to visit a snowy place?" I know you are judging me.

When I tell you I'm excited to get a tree today and you say "you're not just depressed you're not in a snowy place?" I know it's more mockery.

When you get irritated about me telling you my dreams and you say "why don't you one day when I'm not in school in January say "let's go to the mountain" I can sense that you hate me telling you about my goals and desires.

I feel so disrespected by you sometimes it makes me sick.