mehhh.
Fuck guys.
Fuck them and their sexual ways.
Why am I self destructive?
Why can't I turn them down?
He never asked for it. I kissed him as he was coming out of the bathroom. And now I'm sitting back, looking like a fool, admitting to being a rebound, and wishing I could erase it all.
Salome was right, I put him on a pedestal.
And now, theres already someone else. There is ALWAYS someone else. Just waiting around the corner. Another heartbreak, for one of us, its inevitable. This cycle disgusts me and yet it is harder to quit than nicotine. This sexual addiction is tearing me apart. Fuck my life.
